Hello,
    SO. I just got home from a night with my girlfriend. It was fun and all, but after serious examination of her, I've noticed she is very, very unable to detect others feelings and what not. Its starting to scare me, being that she is already a Junior in high school. I still love her to death, but I fear my love might be a tad on the slow side. I think most of it comes from her parents who keep her so closely bound and well taken care of. She has not had the proper life to prepare her for the upcoming years. It sucks, but maybe I could help her. Idk...

The point of this writing tonight, is to stress 1 thing. Jealousy.

So I'm not sure if I have already written about my jealousy issue. If not here is a brief description:
I cannot stand when any other male talks to my girlfriend, and she responds in a friendly way. It drives me fucking nuts. Even the fact she takes P.E. 1st period, and the subject is "Weight Lifting" with a bunch of other guys makes me fear the loss of her.
Anyway, tonight we went to a pizza place called "Johns Incredible Pizza" and the place contains a Game-Ticket system for entertainment. So, long story short, we messed up with tickets and storing them, so me and my girlfriend had no tickets left. Then after seeing a bracelet she wanted, she said aloud "Man, I wanted that bracelet too". So I reached for my wallet and prepared to simply purchase the jewelry instead of using the ticket system. When this happened, a random piece of shit comes out of nowhere and says "Can I get that one bracelet for her?" and the lady at the counter gives the bracelet. This alone pissed me off to almost an uncontrollable level. Then what pushed me over, was that she looks him in the eyes, smiles, and says "Thank you!" and as he hands her the bracelet, he puts his hand under hers and slowly slides his hand away.
                                                                     This is where I lost it.

I smacked his arm down and asked him "What the fuck do you think you're doing". He said "Bro dont fuck with my game man". No more words were required. I launched a blow right to his right ribs, then one to the right cheek. This put him on the floor and gave enough time for a few employees to handle me. I did not resist and I simply left the establishment. I began to walk home, my girlfriend came to comfort me. What fucking pisses me off, is that when she said "Why did you do that" I said, "He was coming on to you" and instead of explaining that I knew she liked it, I just simply said it was my own fault and that it would never happen again.

         I think I got home without anyone following me. Anyway, I really need help with this Jealousy issue guys... If anyone knows the feeling, and has dealt with it, please contact me. Its getting worse.

Thank you for reading thus far, I have about 134 page views now, and it feels really good.
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My Girlfriend [Review and Bias Comments]

Upon my girlfriends request, I shall be writing an entire report on how I view her. The following is that review.

      Her name: UNDISCLOSED

      Age: 15
      DOB: November 26th 1996
      Height: 5'7/6 (guess)
      Weight: 120 (guess)
      Eye color: Brown
      Hair: Brown/Black
      Nationality: Caucasian. Germanic and Hispanic decent
      

                                   Statistical information through personal observation (Bias)

              So she is a wonderful person who takes joy in art, music, emotion and instant stimulation. Parents are divorced at an unknown date. Still maintains contact with both parents, however, she prefers to stay with her mother. This is due to her fathers "Manic Depression" and slight bipolar personality disorder. Easily able to socialize and finds comfort in ones who she knows for longer periods of time. Known friends of close relation: Roughly 10. Personality is fairly tipped in the generous and loving way, but still has a capacity for anger and sadness. Takes mostly after her mothers traits due to the time spent with her. Still takes from fathers traits more that mothers (Physical/emotional). Shows slight BPD (Bipolar personality disorder) along with short term memory issues. Attention span for irrelevant subjects: Roughly 10 to 15 minutes. Interest attentnion span ranges 3 to 5 years. 

                             The following includes all the "Cons" or downsides of subjects behavior
         Subject shows extreme lack of understanding for foreign emotion. Also shows traces of the lack of speed while thinking. Thought process is average. IQ guess is about 100 or 90. Strives to achieve normality while preaches of eccentrics. Extroverted individual with the capacity for conversation with multiple individuals. Attention studies must be extended due to lack of observation in the subject. Shows traits of non-understanding for the poverty struck. Does not understand in depth studies. Limited vocabulary and grammatical capacity. Overall the main concern for the subject is its understanding for other organisms and their needs/desires. Subject does not realize its own potential or its own positive behavior. "Self conscience", 

                                The following includes most the "Pros" or positive subject behavior.

          Subject has a near unlimited capacity for love. Understand emotion to an extreme extent. Ability to socialize without issue. "Average" individual. Self aware of issues and its abilities. Subject has an extremely attractive personality with traits desirable by most individuals. Does not see reason for being unfaithful. Though seen as a bad thing, the subject has the ability to project its problems and discuss its issues with higher authority. Subject knows and understand its social standing and is content with unchangable aspects. Though the subject has a horrible taste in music, its range of interest in the music industry go far and wide. Though introverted at times, the subject can be extremely extroverted most of the times. Body language tests resulted in the understanding of others physical and sub-conscience communications. Subject understands comedy and is able to project its humor unto others.

The rest of this is going to be from my perspective and is entirely bias.

          So i've been with this girl for quite some time and in my time with her, I have noticed she does not understand how happy she makes me. She does this with many things, but so far I am the only example. She has caused me great ammounts of happiness and has given reason to my life. She has me around her fingers and does not realize it. Of course this article is an attempt to bring it to her attention. She is the most beautiful, and amazing girl I have ever seen and again, she fails to realize this. I love her unconditionally and my guess is that in a few years, she will have gotten over me and until then, I plan to make the best of my time with her.
                I will not post any pictures of her so you will have to take my word for the fact that this woman is the most beautiful and "sexy" woman in the entirety of our universe. Her eyes resemble those of a goddess sent to weaken men with her beauty. Her face is a smooth and supple as can be. She believes herself to be "fat", but I do not see this at all. She has a perfect "10/10" figure and is just all around beautiful. I am trying to make this as tasteful as possible without letting my lust get ahead of me. I cannot find a single detail on this woman to make her "Un-Attractive". Whether it be her tiny feet or her luscious hair, this girl makes people drool. This is no exaggeration. For fun sometimes, I arrange all my photos of her and put on a slideshow just to watch her. She makes me tremble upon a touch. This woman can tame giants with her beauty alone. I wish to learn poetry only to please her with my words. I live to treat her and any less than that will pain me to see. She gave my life a direction to follow and without her I have nothing. Most of you know my situation, so most of you understand that this girl is all I have. I cannot get over her beauty right now... She's just breathtaking. Watching her is an activity in itself for me. Some call me obsessed... I agree, but I feel that I have every right to be obsessed with this magnificent creature. She is the sexiest woman alive and to me, there is no competition. For her, she does not agree with the statements previously made. She has told me she does not think she is sexy and I cannot understand how she doesnt see this. Have you ever seen somebody that you love, and you just wish they could see themselves through your eyes. I've deduced that if she did she herself through my eyes, she would faint at the beauty she portrays.



                       Ill be honest, I have a headache and I am stuck in an overheated apartment while writing this so excuse the minute amount of writing. To her: I love you and I never want you to think you arent beautiful. It took me nearly no time to write this because I meant every word my love<3. All of this came from my genuine love for you<3 I love you<3.