Hello,
    SO. I just got home from a night with my girlfriend. It was fun and all, but after serious examination of her, I've noticed she is very, very unable to detect others feelings and what not. Its starting to scare me, being that she is already a Junior in high school. I still love her to death, but I fear my love might be a tad on the slow side. I think most of it comes from her parents who keep her so closely bound and well taken care of. She has not had the proper life to prepare her for the upcoming years. It sucks, but maybe I could help her. Idk...

The point of this writing tonight, is to stress 1 thing. Jealousy.

So I'm not sure if I have already written about my jealousy issue. If not here is a brief description:
I cannot stand when any other male talks to my girlfriend, and she responds in a friendly way. It drives me fucking nuts. Even the fact she takes P.E. 1st period, and the subject is "Weight Lifting" with a bunch of other guys makes me fear the loss of her.
Anyway, tonight we went to a pizza place called "Johns Incredible Pizza" and the place contains a Game-Ticket system for entertainment. So, long story short, we messed up with tickets and storing them, so me and my girlfriend had no tickets left. Then after seeing a bracelet she wanted, she said aloud "Man, I wanted that bracelet too". So I reached for my wallet and prepared to simply purchase the jewelry instead of using the ticket system. When this happened, a random piece of shit comes out of nowhere and says "Can I get that one bracelet for her?" and the lady at the counter gives the bracelet. This alone pissed me off to almost an uncontrollable level. Then what pushed me over, was that she looks him in the eyes, smiles, and says "Thank you!" and as he hands her the bracelet, he puts his hand under hers and slowly slides his hand away.
                                                                     This is where I lost it.

I smacked his arm down and asked him "What the fuck do you think you're doing". He said "Bro dont fuck with my game man". No more words were required. I launched a blow right to his right ribs, then one to the right cheek. This put him on the floor and gave enough time for a few employees to handle me. I did not resist and I simply left the establishment. I began to walk home, my girlfriend came to comfort me. What fucking pisses me off, is that when she said "Why did you do that" I said, "He was coming on to you" and instead of explaining that I knew she liked it, I just simply said it was my own fault and that it would never happen again.

         I think I got home without anyone following me. Anyway, I really need help with this Jealousy issue guys... If anyone knows the feeling, and has dealt with it, please contact me. Its getting worse.

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