So my foster mom came home today so things are back to "normal". I havent cut my thumb nails in awhile and their getting quite long.
In other news, i was talking to my girlfriend today and she told me that she had the following conversation with her mother:
Her- Hey mom, what do you think my future husband will be like?
Her Mother- Well, he'll be a nice, brown hair, tall... And allot like (she said my name) to be honest
Her- *Giggle*
That made me feel really good actually. Since she doesnt know we are currently dating, it kind of encouraged me to keep trying. On a serious note, since my mom is gone, i live in a foster home, and my sister isnt to fond of me... I hardly ever get compliments from anyone but my girlfriend, so it felt good to hear that.
I am usually a positive person. But lately i havent been very positive. On the inside at least. See i never show any sign of bad emotion around, well, anyone actually. Not even people on the internet. To my friends and family, i am never sad or mad, but of course i do have feelings. Recently i have ben finding it hard to do stuff. I think its because i dont hang out with people or have enough fun. My girlfriend lives in a different city, Close enough to see each other but far enough for me not to see her everyday. So i think its honestly because, since she is my only friend kind of, i dont see her as much as i would like to. We have been together for 8 months i think, and i think its all because we live far apart. I think if i saw her everyday that it wouldnt be as amazing when i did see her.
Well dear internet, this is about all i am going to do today.
Also if anyone who knows what PlasmaCam CNC metal fabrication systems are, i would like to know if anyone knows how to get it for free. I want to practice at home because we have one in my metal shop and i never get to use it. The software is like 2k$ so i obviously cant buy it. So internet friends lemme know.
-Rated[R]
Another picture unrelated
I really like this one.
Laughing as i type.
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