Hello,
 So today i am attending a weekly Yu-Gi-Oh tournament at a local card shop. I dont think i will enter because it is 5 dollars and i only have 4, of course i could scrape a dollar together but im not sure if im good enough to waste 5 dollars and not win anything. It starts at 12 and it is 11:11 am right now. So if i decide to i think i will be acting on impulse instead of thinking it through.
 
     In other news, my sister is the most annoying human on the face of the planet.... Haha, She really is. She has about a minute worth of attention before she gives up and moves on saying stuff like, "I dont care about what you are saying" Or "Nobody cares what you say". So its really hard to deal with her all the time. If i could move  think i would, but my social worker really thinks that we shouldnt seperate. I think other wise. My life would be literally 96.43%  easier to deal with without her. I dont even know how to fix my problems, All i can do is just sit back and watch it all happen, i wish i wasnt so feeble and timid. I wish i had the courage to stand up and say what i want. My foster mom is very religious and i am not. She believes that an allpowerfull being that controls ever thing, is helping me with my struggles.






            So i left this open all day, i started at like 11 and just got home. Its 10:13 pm. I didnt end up competing today. My brother who did went 4-2. So my cousin went with us today. I havent spoken to my other cousin or my aunt/uncle in about 5 years and didnt plan on it for the rest of my life pretty much. Today my brother asked if we could go hang out at their house for a few mins and i reluctanly agreed. It wasnt AS akward as i thought it would be but it was weird. The tried to act like it was no big deal but it was really weird for me. I dont plan on seeing them any time in the future again. And i apologize to you if my language is fragmental in any way, i am really tired and plan to go to bed soon.

             So i just read that i have 5 viewers total this week, knowing that i have not shared this blog with anyone i know makes me feel good :) So if you guys continue to read leave comments on what you want me to post about. I have a really vast amount of knowledge and intrests and would love to hear your guys's. So i am done for tonight but thanks for reading, it really means allot. (I am totally joking, it has no real emotional meaning to me)

                                                                Thank you,
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